Yash Soni

You still cry about someone who left you for someone else, Who doesn't think of you anymore. It's been a year that he broke your heart. But you still couldn't talk about it; you tremble when someone enquires about it, You little girl, you dared to push someone out of your life whom you loved with all your heart. You didn't give him the chance to destroy you anymore emotionally. You're wise enough to sense that he is not the one for you even if you've loved him for a few years now. You deserve someone who will treat you the way you treat every important person in your life. Someone who will travel half the world just to see your eyes. You deserve someone who loves books as much as you do, Who plays tennis as much you do, Who will be ready to travel 20 kms at 1 am to drink masala chai with you. You deserve someone who won't give excuses or beg for second chances. You deserve a man who calls you his queen and not a guy who keeps switching betwee

When you hate the most constant characteristic aspect of the world change. Daily survival becomes tough, When things change the way you love, it becomes tougher. Unfortunately, when you're an intense observant and even small tiny behaviors of ones around you agitate your sensitivity and spikes your level of anger out of space that it turns down like tears. You're stuck in a broken bridge between the past and present of the same person, poisoned to silent killing by the way they were and the way they are. To the extent that you're sad for no reason, but ultimately the reason is embedded within you which could never be expressed because you've lost acceptance over it. Being so emotionally composed, at least that's how others recognize you. The only option of expressing your grief is also now vanished. Putting on those professional fake smiles losing your individuality drop by drop, you cannot fix or mend yourself, neither scream for help. In reality, the o

A part of being human is facing a constant crisis of existence. I often feel inadequate. Wonder who I truly am. Wonder about my very human self, all the quirks & imperfections, whether they make sense, whether I make sense. What am I made of? Probably lots of naked Nutella waffles. And lemonade. Mushroom cheese caps. CHEESE. Nerd? Geek? Loner? Maybe an uneven combination. A bit of "All the bright places." Archie comics. The Hardy Boys. Matilda. Batman. Amanda Hocking. Do you realize that we are so invested in the big picture that we forget about the little things that matter? Little things that make you 'you.' Little things that make me 'me.' Long baths. The color pink. Pajamas. Love for the rains and thunderstorms. Yellow balloons. My bed. Egg bhurji. Meg Cabot's Airhead. 'Modern Family.' My bookshelf. I often fall into bottomless dark pits; I'd understand if you do too. Little things keep me hanging. Things that keep me sane.

I am one of them, in almost every aspect. Just that when it comes to love, I'm a little different from my friends. It's surprising how love is found, made and how all these emotions are expressed, all over texts. All I have done is write letters, some 10 of them, and kept them with me. (Even my best doesn't know.) Every morning in a hall filled with closed eyes, I keep mine open, to look at you, peacefully. Don't even ask me about the number of times I stroll, near the stairs, in that corridor, or near the field, hoping to see you. Just once, maybe. I can never understand how without even thinking about it, they randomly mention each other on social media. I don't remember the number of times I have typed your name, long pressed the backspace key, afraid, overthinking, before tagging you. You know, they meet almost every day, click tons of pictures too, in uncountable poses. The occasions we meet are a few birthday parties. And pictures? I hav

I met love the day I opened my eyes for the first time. She had teary eyes and strangely a broad smile. I realized, love was an amalgamation of many feelings. I met love in the plastic eyes of my doll named 'Anna.' For the first time, I realized, love preferred silence and it needs to be understood. I met love in between the spokes of wheels of my first bicycle. For the first time, I realized, love runs fast, it needs to be chased. I met love in the smile lines of my paralyzed grandpa. For the first time, I realized, love is trying. I met love in summers. She had wrinkled eyes and wore specs. For the first time, I realized, love was selfless. I met love on the third bench of the first row and love wore a tie. For the first time, I realized, love can be a girl. I met love when I was 21, and stood on the opposite street of where I was standing. Love waved and said goodbye. For the first time, I realized, love doesn't stay, always. I met love on the 3rd bench of the altar on

My first job was a “small time job”. That is how I would justify to explain it:) I was working for MakeMyTrip.com where I used to collect details of Inventory & room rates and upload that data on website. I almost update 50 to 70 hotel's rates and Inventory per day. The moment I reached a hotelier he would start yelling at me, “Your company is useless”. It was tough to pacify the hotelier. Later on, I realised that I was the face of the company, the hotelier had no clue what was going on in the company. Many of my friends/family used to laugh at me, what a silly job I was doing. But that job taught me a simple thing which remained with me forever. No job is small if you do it well you can make a difference not only to your life but to so many other lives. There is nothing like a “small time job”. We make our job big or small. What was your first job ? What did you learn ? Enable yourself !! Empower yourself !! #FirstBlog #FirstStory #Shortstory #Yas